11.9.12


I remember when we broke up the first time sayin this is it, I've had enough cause like we haven't seen each other in a month when you said you needed space. (WHAT?) Then you come around again and say "baby I miss you and I swear I'm gonna change, trust me". "Remember how that lasted for a day?" I say "I hate you", we break up, you call me, "I love you". We called it off again last night but this time I'm telling you... we are never ever ever getting back together, we are never ever ever getting back together, you go talk to your friends, talk to my friends, talk to me, but we are never ever ever getting back tofether, like ever... I'm really gonna miss you picking fights, and me falling for a screaming that I'm right, and you will hide away and find your piece of mind with some indie record that's much cooler than mine. You called me up again tonight but this time I'm telling you...
We are never ever ever getting back together! 

17.8.12


So much for being optimistic , they say love is in the air so I hold my breath until my face turn purple, keep a few bad bitches in my circle, my nuts hang like ain’t no curfew. Bitch if you wave, then I will surf you, I flew jet, she flew commercial but we still met later that night, after my session she came over, I was aggressive, and she was sober. I gave her pills, she started confessing and started undressing and ask me to hold her and so I did, but that was last month and now she’s texting me, asking for closure, damn. She say this shit gon’ catch up to me, I keep tissue paper, we eat each other whenever we at the dinner table. She say she hate that she love me and she wish I was average. Shit, sometimes I wish the same and I wish she wasn’t married. Promises, I hope I never break ‘em, met a female dragon, had a fire conversation but interviews are like confessions, get the fuck up out my bedroom confusing me with questions like: Do you love this shit? Are you high right now? Do you ever get nervous? Are you single? I heard you fucked your girl, is it true? You getting money? You think them niggas you with is wit’ you? And I say hell yeah, hell yeah, hell yeah, fuckin’ right, fuckin right, all right.

14.8.12


I wish you would have smiled in the bakery or sat on a tatty sit at some mutual friend's gathering and the more you keep on looking, the more is hard to take. Love, we're in stale mate to never meet, is surely where we're bound, there's one in every town just there to grind you down. I wish I would have seen you in the post office, well maybe I did and I missed it. Too byst with a mind on clever rhymes, why not rounder's pitch or the canteen? You're slacking love, where have you been? Just had to go and wait until tonight so give me the invite, don't worry, it's allright. I wish I would have seen you down in the arcade sipping on lemonade in the paper cup and chewing on the straw, and I wish I would have seen you in the bakery but if I'd seen you in the bakery,
                                                                                you probably wouldn't have seen me

One minute and the earth begins to shake.

Two minutes and my heart begins to break.

And other minute and he makes me feel brand new.

That's just three minutes with you.

Four minutes and he's everything I see.


Five minutes and he's where I want to be. 

Another minute everything just feels so new.

I need six minutes with you, six minutes.

Why do look so familiar? I could swear that I have seen your face before. I think I like that you seem sincere, I think I’d like to get to know you a little bit more, I think there's something more, life's worth living for. Who knows what could happen? Do what you do, just keep on laughing, one thing's truethere's always a brand new day, I'm gonna live today like it's my last day. How do you always have an opinion? And how do you always find the best way to compromise? We don't need to have a reason, we don't need anything, we're just wasting time, I think there's something more, life's worth living for. Who knows what could happen? Do what you do, just keep on laughing, one thing's true, there's always a brand new day, I'm gonna live today like it's my last day. Find yourself, cause I can't find you, be yourself, who are you? Find yourself, cause I can't find you. Who knows what could happen? Do what you do, just keep on laughing, one thing's true, there's always a brand new day, so you go and make it happen do your best, just keep on laughing, it's all on you, there's always a brand new day, I'm gonna live today like it's my last day

9.8.12


WTF AM I DOING? 



1.8.12

It was my decision to get clean, I did it for me. Admittedly I probably did it subliminally for you so i could come back a brand new me, you helped see me through and don’t even realize what you did, believe me you. I been through the ringer, but they can do little to the middle finger, I think I got a tear in my eye, I feel like the king of my world, haters can make like bees with no stingers, and drop dead. No more beef fingers, no more drama from now on, I promise to focus on handling my responsabilities as a father so i solemnly swear to always treat this roof like my daughters and raise it. you could'nt lift a single shingle lonely cause the way I feel, I’m strong enough to go to the club or the corner pub and lift the whole liquor counter up cause i'm raising the barI shoot for the moon but I’m too busy gazing at stars,
                                                                            
I feel amazing and I'm not afraid...

I'll bite your motherfuckin style, just to make it fresher. I can't take the pressure, I'm sick of bitches, sick of naggin bosses bitchin while I'm washin dishes. In school I never said much, too busy havin a headrush, doin too much rush had my face flushed like red blush. Then I went to Jim Beam, that's when my face grayed, went to gym in eighth grade, raped the women's swim team. Don't take me for a joke I'm no comedian, too many mental problems got me snortin coke and smokin weed again, I'm goin up over the curb, drivin on the median, finally made it home, but I don't got the key to get in

31.7.12


& you've got a smile that could light up this whole town, I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down. You say you're fine, I know you better than that, hey! What are you doing with a girl like that? She wears high heels, I wear sneakers. She's cheer captain, I'm on the bleachers dreaming about the day when you wake up & find that what you're looking for has been here the whole time. 

They say that time heals everything but they don't know you and the scars you bring, cause you left a jagged hole and I can't stand it anymore. If heartache was a physical pain, I could face it but you're hurting me from inside of my head, I can't take it,                                                                                           I'm gonna lose my mind

26.7.12


SO WHAT?
I hear your heart cry for love but you won't let me make it right. You were hurt, but I decided it that you were worth the fight, every night you lock up, you won’t let me come inside. But the look in your eyes I can turn the tide in your heart, in your heart, in your heart, I can tell you can fit one more, in your heart, in your heart, in your heart I don't care who was there before. I hear your heart cry for love then you act like there's no room, room for me or anyone. “Don't disturb” is all I see, close the door, turn the key on everything that we could be. If loneliness would move out, I'd fill the vacancy in your heart
Now that that didn't kill me, can only make me stronger. I need you to hurry up now cause I can't wait much longer, I know I got to be right now, cause I can’t get much wronger. Man I’ve been waitin' all night now that's how long I’ve been on ya.
Work it harder. Make it better. Do it faster. Makes us stronger.

YMCMB

17.7.12

Just you and me and the goats in the bathroom, learning things they don't teach in the classroom, now your here, and feel the fear but everything is all so clear. I've been addicted to you since it first hit, out of control like a surge of electric. Your skin, your touch, the kiss, the rush, too much and here it comes. When your lips touch mine it's the kiss of life,  I know that it's a little bit frightening, we might as well be playing with lightning, we touch light like it's our first time, I know it's a little bit frightening, we might as well be playing with lightning now.


I remember tears streaming down your face when I said I'll never let you go, when all those shadows almost killed your light I remember you said “don't leave me here alone” but all that's dead & gone and passed tonight. Just close your eyes, the sun is going down, you'll be alright. No one can hurt you now, come morning light; you & I'll be safe & sound. Don't you dare look out your window darling, everything's on fire, the war outside our door keeps raging on, hold onto this lullaby even when the music's gone. Just close your eyes, the sun is going down, you'll be alright. No one can hurt you now, come morning light; you & I'll be safe & sound.

20.6.12


The less you give a fuck
the happier you will be

Satan
is coming


FLUORESCENT ADOLESCENT

The cigarette smoke in your eyes
Watching a stripper and smacking a bloke here tonight

10.6.12


If you tell me where, Im waiting here.
Everyday like slum dog millionaire.
Bigger than the Twilight love affair
Ill be here boy I swear
.
FUCK ME
hard

It’s 5 o’clock in the morning, and I want ya and you want me, don’t ya? I can see it, cause you’ve been waiting on me since I said that I was hittin’ the club. Something coming up on me and I know you be getting so horny cause you be sending me texts like ‘girl just get your ass up in that car and come get all of this love

2.6.12


Boy you broke my heart and let me down, I’d be better off if you weren’t around. Took my love and threw it on the ground, saying goodbye boy don’t make a sound. I'm a one woman show, I don’t need no one, I'll be fine alone. You can call me but I won't pick up my phone cause I’m a one woman show, I don’t need you boy

12.5.12


THE SUBLIMINAL MIND-FUCK AMERICA!

Tú tienes algo y no sé que, aún no lo descifro pero alteras mis sentidos, otros amores del pasado me han dejado diabética y no puedo ser dulce contigo, le temo a que tu y Cupido me vendan un sueño y falle de nuevo, a que hoy estés conmigo y mañana con tu dueñasi me vuelve a pasar me muero. Me gustas pero tengo miedo de fallar en el amor. Yo a Cupido no le creo pero en tus ojos veo esa actitud (que te hizo confiar), el pasado ha sido duro pero casi estoy seguro que príncipe, lo puedo cambiar. Con la forma en la que sexy me bailas y lo rico que tus labios me besan, a tu lado se me pasan las horas, lejos de ti no sales de mi cabeza!

4.5.12



Only thing that keeps me up when I'm feeling down, I don't know about you but I gotta keep mines around cause I done looked I done
searched and it's hard to find another shorty like mine, baby, yes, I'M
ADDICTED TO HOW WE KICK IT, EVERYTHING YOU SAY TO ME, never knew it could be so wicked hoping that you stay with me, search around the world but you will never find another shorty like mine Y

I’ve wasted my nights, you turned out the lights now I’m paralyzed, still stucked in that time when we called it love but even the sun sets in paradise. I’m at a payphone trying to call home, all of my change I’ve spent on you, where are the times gone baby? It’s all wrong, we’re at the place we made for two. If happy ever after did exist, I would still be holding you like this and all those fairytales are full of shit, one more stupid love song I’ll be sick.